Mistakes aren't always regrets.

Reflecting on past mistakes.
They changed everything. Most made my life more miserable that I could have ever imagined possible.
Ow, past mistakes..

Key word: past. Means: not here. not any more.
Gee, I admit: I was stupid. I was very stupid :)) Definition stupidity you might say. But I wouldn't have what to laugh about now when I'm alone, would I? :) Some people remind me.. And I remind some people [I'm speshul...].

Yes, I have done it all: I have been irresponsible, I fell in love with whom I shouldn't [never], I was weak when I should have been strong, I was scared when I should have been brave, I gave up when I should of fought, I shut up when I should have spoken up, I said bad things when I should have said good [and vice versa], I wasn't there when I should have been, and I ate chocolate in the middle of the night...
I have done them all.

And now I realize that I don't really regret them.
I am another person from one day to the next. I change every minute of every day. Every second.
Back then I acted on what I thought was right. I can't blame that person for doing what she though was right. And it was different then. We don't make the best decisions on the spot, in the middle of the battlefield. War always looks less terrifying on Tv. From the sidelines.

Mistakes aren't always regrets. Sure I wish some haven't been done, but... I'm not sure I'd change them if I actually could.
And screw who says that I am a fool because I have regrets: Everyone does.
I learned to live with them.
Have you?