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A color rose

You Are a Dark Red Rose

You represent unconscious beauty and deep passion. Your vibe: sophisticated and worldly Falling in love with you is: wildly carnal and forbidden

What Color Rose Are You?

I'm not known as the type that believes in tests but... some of it really sounds like me. Hell, something always sounds like yourself.

I miss today.

When you don't belong anywhere

who do you hang out with?

The people that you like, but don't really enjoy you,

or the ones you don't like, but who'd accept you?

I never got a straight answer.

heartbreak heartbreak heartbreak...

If you repeat a word again and again

it loses it's meaning.

Apparently this also works with heartbreak.

26.03.2009

cut me deep so you can see everything's not what it seems.

any last words?

there are millions of people out there, you might be one of them, but you're not one of a kind. you're not even one in a million.
if i want fucked over and lied to, i'm pretty sure a million other people would be glad to do the same things you have done to me.

so let's face it.
if you wanted to be unique and one in a million, you could have been the one that didn't.

23.03.3009

Why go out for burgers when you have steak at home


again.

22.03.2009

Love is like a kitten

Feisty and stupid and oh my gosh awesome and

you want like six more when that one gets old.

20.03.2009

I'm not sure,

but tonight I think I might get just drunk enough to ask you

for a hug job.

What's that? I can't hear you!

Girl Genius turned down Girl Slut.

But you know that sex doesn't actually make people dumber, right?

Let's hear you laugh without oxygen, world!

smile beautiful... you never know whose life it's gonna change

keep that smile wide. i want to see you compete against the sun :)

06.03.2009

" I walk funny, and sometimes men on the bus laugh about it.

But I grew a beard and it makes me so happy.

I don't think I've ever seen them happy. "

Letter to a friend.

Dear friend,
in such short time you have managed to get further through what it is that I am than probably anyone ever did. And you can not imagine how grateful I am.
But my dear friend: you are more than just a friend, no matter what you might say or do, it is not something you can change by the power of will.
I have thought well of your more than generous offer. And by accepting it I would do exactly what you so often tell me not to: lie to myself. I would be a fool. I would step over that thing that I believe in. That I've always believed in. The one thing that always kept me going. It would be, really, selling my soul. What's left of it anyway. And I have too little to spare.
You're giving me something that no one has ever even conceived of giving me before. But it's only half of what I want. Because this is the first time I really know what I want. I don't want a friend. I want you.
And I refuse to settle for less. Not any more. Not this time.
And yes, you might think that I am that silly little emo kid. Call me crazy. Who knows, you might be right, but this emo kid will stand next to his strongest belief.
I hope you'll read this but honestly it's more a letter for me. For me to remember clearly why I said no.

Well.. I guess I'll see you around :)


Chrisu